Jamais Vu

Jamais Vu

I think I lost again, you look angry.

A lingering game over, over, over.

If this were a game I could just load it again.

I guess I gotta deal with this, deal with this real world.

I’d rather this be a game instead, because it hurts so much.

I need to heal my medic, but I’m another star.

Blame the imperfect me, brake in my head, brake in my step, always.

I just wanted to be good to you and to make you laugh, but… damn.

Please give me a remedy that will make my stopped heart beat again.

Remedy, what should I do now?

Please save me, give me another chance.

Please give me a…

A remedy, a melody that will only remain with me as that memory.

If I stopped at this point, turned it off,

Would everything become easier?

It’s alright but it’s not alright.

Though I’ve been telling myself that I’m used to this,

It still hurts like the first time.

A lacking gamer, that’s right, I can’t control myself.

It keeps hurting ‘cause trial and error and all sorts of things.

My lyrics, every gesture and every word become scared of the Jamais Vu,

And I try once again to run away, but I am in fact caught by you.

Even if my shadow grows bigger,

My life and you are an equal sign, so my remedy is your remedy.

Please give me a remedy that will make my stopped heart beat again.

Remedy, what should I do now?

Please save me, give me another chance.

Please give me a…

(Remedy that will make my stopped heart beat again.)

Running again, falling again

(What should I do now? Honestly… my heart)

Even if it repeats countless times over,

I will still run again.

(So give me a, so give me a)

So give me a remedy that will make my stopped heart beat again.

Remedy, what should I do now?

Please save me, give me another chance.

Please give me a remedy that will make my stopped heart beat again.

(Did I succeed? I’m back. I’ll concentrate and make sure to reach you one day.)

Remedy, what should I do now?

(Falling down and falling over, the familiar pain strikes me once again)

Please save me, give me another chance.

(It’s not easy this time around either. Am I ever quitting? No, no never)

I won’t give up.