Tear

Tear

Goodbye is to me a tear that blooms unknowingly around my eyes.

Things I can’t say flow through.

Lingering feelings crawl on top of my face.

For a time, you were my dear

But now, it’s just bitter, this beer.

My heart is stained with self-hate that’s too late.

It gets cut even by the passing wind.

This goodbye came to me at the end of my play,

That was only filled with lies. That’s the price I’ll pay.

If someone could turn time back,

Maybe I could’ve become more honest.

With my bare face that only I know of,

With my long-time friends inside that are ugly and miserable,

Would you have still put on that smile and loved me like that?

Stop talking about forever.

There’s always an end to everything.

If there’s a start… I don’t wanna listen to that.

Things that are too right or too much comfort,

I don’t wanna listen to that.

I was just so scared because it felt like maybe

I never really loved you.

It’s too late but you were honest,

Only you loved me more.

You’re my tear.

You’re my, you’re my tear.

You’re my tear.

You’re my, you’re my tear.

You’re my tear.

You’re my, you’re my tear.

What more can I say?

You’re my tear.

We walked in the same direction,

But this place is our last.

We used to talk about forever,

But we’re breaking each other down.

I thought we had the same dream,

But that dream became just a dream.

My heart is ripping, just set it on fire

So the pain and the feelings won’t remain.

You’re my tear.

You’re my, you’re my tear.

You’re my tear.

You’re my, you’re my tear.

You’re my fear.

You’re my, you’re my fear.

What more can I say?

You’re my…

Goodbyes are T.E.A.R

Tears are a luxury for me.

There’s no such thing as beautiful goodbyes,

So just begin now.

Woo, take it easy, slowly cut out my heart.

Step on the pieces that were broken apart

So no other feelings will remain.

My heart’s shredded into pieces, just set it on fire.

Yes, right there, don’t hesitate.

This is the ending that you wanted

So kill me without hesitation.

Woo, yeah, yeah, burn it.

Woo, yeah, yeah, yeah, burn it.

Woo, yeah, yeah, yeah, burn it

So not even the ashes remain.

This is the real you and this is the real me.

We saw the end, there’s no more resentment.

The sweet dream has broken, I closed my eyes.

This is the real you and this is the real me.

We walked in the same direction,

But this place is our last.

We used to talk about forever,

But we’re breaking each other down.

I thought we had the same dream,

But that dream became just a dream.

My heart is ripping, just set it on fire

So the pain and the feelings won’t remain.

You’re my tear.

You’re my, you’re my tear.

You’re my tear.

You’re my, you’re my tear.

You’re my fear.

You’re my, you’re my fear.

What more can I say?

You’re my…

What can I say?

We already know.

The answer is here but it’s so hard.

Why are tears falling?

Why is my heart ripping?

It’s no use to me.

Goodbyes are just momentary, flashback.

The moment you said it,

The moment our start has become irregular,

The moment everything became dangerous,

Those two words became our end.

I shouldn’t have cried, shouldn’t have been torn apart.

I couldn’t say any of that,

But from now on, I have an incurable disease.

You’re my start and my end, that is all.

My new encounter and my goodbye.

You were my everything, keep going forward fear.

It’ll keep repeating, through you, tear, tear.